Did I already told you, that another guy is trying to approach me in a way? Well, seems like it, coz he keep on sms and calling me on my cell most of the time. Even though he's not as intense as Repro, but well... his actions does showing some signs about it. He picked me up at Depok, which not everybody would do that.

Just got back from Maker.. and Jedi is the one who drove me to campus last Friday, and he also picked me up at Sunday nite. We're doing 'it' again.. [let me and him be the only one who understands what 'it' stands for]. But I feel kinda scared..

Sigh ... I feel so far away from God lately. I start smoking again, which is not good at all. And now, my voice hasn't return to normal yet..

Kinda sleepy, gtg to bed..
I miss my little prince...